Wednesday, March 13

Introductions - Well Hello There

Are you feeling like life is just ....well what is it? 

What is even the point of it? 

Maybe for you, life is about nothing more than just getting through today. 

Are you hurting?


Secretly depressed?

Learned to wear that mask well haven't you? 


They think you're fine, you and your pillow know different right? 



Is some of that hurt your feeling caused by things YOU did, now you feel like you can't be forgiven and you won't ever change? Who could ever love you now right?? You can't change, can you?

You're here, aren't you?

If you are reading this, your already changing. You are loveable and you are going to be okay!

Well done, take a deep breath, 
don't worry child you are on the way.

I know the road is long, and life hits you hard and right now you feel like nothing is ever going to change, but I'm here today to tell you that there is always, always hope. 

Hi there, I'm Hayley Esther and you're currently hanging out on Daisy Change - The Art of Change Management.



I'm a Welsh country girl now based in London. I have a background in business but beyond that, I am pretty much the definition of a polymath, but that's not the important part.

I like many of you, have been through so much trauma in my life that at this point, the pain cancels itself out.

What do you get what that happens? 

You get a numb soul, wandering lost.

Desperate to feel something!

Anything! 

Depression is meh until you can't feel anymore.

Nothing.

You wind up so lost in lies you're frantically trying to find the truth.

Here's the kicker though,

I knew Him the whole time.

I failed Him.

Or at least I thought I did, but the great thing about the one who is the truth is

He never gives up on us. 

There is no such thing as too far gone.


I don't care if you're a broken little girl inside who got into porn or an apostate pastor whose secret affair got the best of him. Never mind the fraud and financial woes. 

Maybe you're a member of a secret society and the things you have done are so discussing to you, that you don't think you can get free or forgive yourself. (Yeah honey I went there, I'm already on the radar.) 

Maybe your a man, just trying to do right by your family but since you never had a daddy to look up to, you have no idea how to do this thing called marriage and family. 

Or maybe, just maybe you are like me, a young woman who knew the truth but because of her own insecurities after being sexually assaulted,  got herself entangled in snares you swore you would never touch with a barge pole! 

Witchcraft/Truthing/White Knighting/ The Motley Life. 

Been there done that...




All well singing the worship songs, praying real hard for change, and failing. 

Failing so hard!! 

Get back up again, feel awesome, double down on being a "good little girl" despite the fact I'm actually a woman and what does that even mean anyway??

Fail, fall, pray, double down on being good ...rinse repeat.

Then one day,

I got off the wheel. 






Since then I've been working to help as many people like I was, lost out on the road, to learning the art of change management.

I know it so well because I've lived it. 

I give it to you free of charge because I'm not here to make a profit out of your pain and problems.

You are in a safe place.

You will be okay. 

Let's get you back to where you belong.

Back in the fold of the Good Shepherd.

Welcome to Daisy Change! 

Not sure we get your pain?? Check out our poetry section here.

Ready to jump straight in?

Awesome?

Now do you want God in the equation or not?

We got you covered either way. No judgement here, just results. 

We don't believe in forcing faith, but as you have likely gathered by now we are believers. You are very welcome to join us as we learn to rest in the loving arms of the Good Shepherd, Jesus Christ. If that's not your speed, that's cool, we have a ton of information and resources here that will meet you where you are at right now, and help you move forward. 


We don't have to believe the same as you to care about you.
 We just do. 

This world would be a better place if more people could just love like Jesus loved, with actions more than words.  You may not buy into the Christian faith, but I'm sure you will be able to see from the actions we take, we are NOT here to convert you. 

You are priceless as you are now, even without faith.

All we want to do is show you that, and then show you how to make the changes you think you need to make.

Think of us as your personal cheerleaders.

All good cheer squads have their own mascot, and Lambi is ours.

This is the most important series we ever did. Look out for it! 


She is lovely drawn along with our cast of characters by Mr Alex Bax. If you want to check out some of his work, click here. 

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