Is it possible to be drunk on shame?
Is it possible to be so lost in consequence,
You no longer care of fortune and fame?
Picked to bits, but painted and polite.
Lost in the darkness, but shining bright.
How is this even right?
An invisible gag catches all these thoughts,
And I'm scripted for this roll. I'm bought.
I have to remember my training,
Do only what I'm taught.
No time for free, I'm too busy being me.
I'm a queen of pain,
Barely sane.
How is this my life?
I'm, a double in a single, it causes so much turmoil and strife.
Don't even get me started on the rituals and rules!
I sincerely think the alleged smart man that invented this is a fool!
A word to those that think themselves wise,
Don't let the light trick your eyes.
I'm, just about done with all this delusion.
I've got nothing to loose, so screw the illusion!
The way darkness dies is by dragging it to holy light.
Yep that's right,
I'm not the person you thought.
So what!
Tell me someone in this world that is?
So then good bye Mr confusion.
I've found a much better solution.
Jesus I choose you.
So please, be my next step show me what to do.
Copyright Hayley Esther 30 March 2021
