Daisy Change

 Potent Poetry

This post has been a long time coming, only I didn't know it.

I'm a woman of faith, its time to show it.

Sure I could do more actions to back words I have preached my whole life,

But the truth is, following Jesus shouldn't cut like a knife.

I know this is highly odd and out of the blue,

but old actions don't make the world new. 

A journey that has literally been thorns and stones. 

Still at long last, in my heart I am coming home.

I choose you Jesus, no words needed you already paid the price. 

Even if it costs me my life, right is right. 

I need to be rescued from this dark light.

This black, red and white pony show must end tonight.

I give you all the glory, and all of the praise.

I choose to live for you, for all of my days.

So then enough dagger and cloak.

Fear shut up, this is no time to croak..

Sometimes faith requires reason take the back seat. 

See I'm extremely calculated, but still I choose to live on my knees.

All for the sake of my king, Father have your way please.

You hold the pen that scripted my life, and how beautiful is this love story.

So to you dear Jesus, I give all the glory. 

- Hayley Esther 2021 

I could give this much more explanation then I'm going to, but simply put, I need to be clear about priorities before getting back to working on this blog the way I want to. 

Let's just say the pandemic has left its mark on me and I'm not exactly sure its clear where my allegiance lies. 

With that in mind, this is my very public declaration that I do now, and forever will belong to God most high. 

Life has taken some strange turns these past few years, but at the core of my heart, I'm still a believer.

I'm so not feeling like myself right now, and honestly this blog is so far from ready for publishing, but I feel like its well over due for me to put my stake in the ground. There are so many reasons why I should wait until this blog is where I want it to be, but sometimes it is necessary to take a stand for where you stand. 

That's literally all this is, I definitely have much better content planned in time but right now I've said what I came to say. 

From here on on,  Jesus have your way

Is it possible to be drunk on shame?

Is it possible to be so lost in consequence, 

You no longer care of fortune and fame?

Picked to bits, but painted and polite.

Lost in the darkness, but shining bright.

How is this even right?

An invisible gag catches all these thoughts,

And I'm scripted for this roll. I'm bought.

I have to remember my training, 

Do only what I'm taught.

No time for free, I'm too busy being me.

I'm a queen of pain, 

Barely sane.

How is this my life?

I'm, a double in a single, it causes so much turmoil and strife. 

Don't even get me started on the rituals and rules! 

I sincerely think the alleged smart man that invented this is a fool! 

A word to those that think themselves wise,

Don't let the light trick your eyes. 

I'm, just about done with all this delusion. 

I've got nothing to loose, so screw the illusion!

The way darkness dies is by dragging it to holy light. 

Yep that's right,

I'm not the person you thought. 

So what!

Tell me someone in this world that is?

So then good bye Mr confusion. 

I've found a much better solution.

Jesus I choose you.

So please, be my next step show me what to do.

Copyright Hayley Esther 30 March 2021

 The Witches Confession. 

They say Christian witches don't exist, but surprise here I am! 

Fancy a bottle of oil, a prayer cloth?

 Some Holy wine? 

For a price of course! 

If this didn't make me rich,

Do you really think I would be a witch?

The power is my drug!

The devil's just a thug!

Who says I can't play with his toys? 

I thought you said I could do anything through the strength of Christ. 

If I'm really honest, when I'm alone at night.

I know I've embraced Jezebel. 

You see I need protection from all the bugs.

They say raped not ruined but have you seen my life?! 

It's been so tragic, so full of strife. 

So what else is a girl to do?

I'm safe now, you can't take this girl boss crown!! 

I'm a witch on a mission,

 and the last thing on my mind is submission! 

Copyright Hayley Esther 16.08.2019

How To Leave A Secret Society And Not Die (How I Got Trapped)

They trapped me, or maybe or perhaps it was my ignorant bliss.

I thought they loved, I thought they cared,

But really they lied, they emptied me wallet and soul.

I was so broken,

Thinking there was  no way out. 

I thought I was desperate at the beginning.

When death signed the marriage certificate. 

But oh what bliss to struggle in freedom!

The day they gave me everything, 

I thought I won, but really I lost.