Daisy Change

When Authenticity Becomes a Performance For years, “authenticity” has been the holy grail of culture. Brands promised it, influencers preached it, friends posted about it. Authenticity meant honesty, vulnerability, truth. It was meant to cut through the noise of curation and give us something raw. But by 2025, authenticity itself has become an aesthetic, a strategy, and a performance. What began as rebellion has become routine. The Rise of Realness The demand for authenticity grew out of exhaustion. After years of filters, Photoshop, and staged perfection, audiences craved something different. They wanted to see stretch marks instead of retouching, breakdowns instead of highlights, mess instead of polish. Platforms rewarded it. Influencers leaned in. Brands swapped slogans for “we’re just like you” messaging. Realness was no longer fringe — it was mainstream. And once something becomes mainstream, it becomes marketable. Vulnerability for Sale Scroll through feeds in 2025 and yo...

When Authenticity Becomes a Performance For years, “authenticity” has been the holy grail of culture. Brands promised it, influencers preached it, friends posted about it. Authenticity meant honesty, vulnerability, truth. It was meant to cut through the noise of curation and give us something raw. But by 2025, authenticity itself has become an aesthetic, a strategy, and a performance. What began as rebellion has become routine. The Rise of Realness The demand for authenticity grew out of exhaustion. After years of filters, Photoshop, and staged perfection, audiences craved something different. They wanted to see stretch marks instead of retouching, breakdowns instead of highlights, mess instead of polish. Platforms rewarded it. Influencers leaned in. Brands swapped slogans for “we’re just like you” messaging. Realness was no longer fringe — it was mainstream. And once something becomes mainstream, it becomes marketable. Vulnerability for Sale Scroll through feeds in 2025 and yo...

 Joy as a Spiritual Discipline 🌞 Joy is more than a fleeting feeling—it’s a practice, a discipline, and a way of seeing the world through God’s eyes. In Joyful June, we are invited to cultivate joy intentionally, letting it flow from the inside out. “Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!” — Philippians 4:4 The Nature of Joy Unlike happiness, which often depends on circumstances, joy is rooted in God’s presence. It persists even in difficulty, offering a quiet, steady light in the storms of life. When we make joy a discipline, we train our hearts to notice God’s goodness in every moment. --- Practicing Joy Daily * **Gratitude Lists**: Begin or end your day naming three things you are thankful for. * **Celebrate Small Wins**: Every act of kindness, every step forward, deserves recognition. * **Lift Others Up**: Sharing joy multiplies it. A smile, encouraging word, or prayer for someone else spreads light. * **Sing or Praise**: Music awakens the spirit; sing quiet...

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 Having reviewed my stats I can see that most of you following this blog are not OG. So when I refer back to posts I've done, its your first time reading them. This is freeing because it means I can move on from the last era of blogging and bring you fresh new content that is designed for the audience I now have.  This blog aims to serve, we have had several topic shifts in the past and im happy to shift again. What I need to know is what do you want?  I'm looking at my audience and I have some idea of what you need but to do this im going to have to shift again. See, most of you live in eastern countries and I am a westerner. I can and have written content for the east but im very aware that you need different things then we do in the west.  In order to serve the audience I now have, I think we need to take things back to where Daisy Change originally started , mental health and faith, Christian faith.  Not the shiny packaged faith of contempery christianity, b...

 I'm assuming that you are brotherhood reading this right now. So I don't need to give you a basic Christian gospel you know it and Lucifer has you fighting against it and if he doesn't you're not high level enough to know about the secrets of the serpent.  So here's a alternative version of a gospel message for brotherhood, sisterhood and illuminati members. Ready to be refreshed?   The kingdom of heaven never came here. They killed the king. So God changes tactics , you stop hearing about the kingdom of heaven after Jesus.  The gospel of grace becomes the narrative, grace is amazing but it allows for flaws, understanding that is not possible to live only under the kingdom of god. We are citizans of two kingdoms, we live in the world but we are of the kingdom of heaven. Example, taxes.  God has to have grace because his religion is holy agency. He is so pro free will but also expects us to be made holy through Christ and to try to live up to holy standards...

 The Art Of Righteous Risk by Hayley Esther  I temperately retreated to the secret place. To make sure that for the task ahead I have the grace.  Now that I am sure that I am destined to fight in this war. I won't let the enemy make me shrink back. First move, my knees hit the floor. It's time to pray. Got to make sure that I am doing this God's way. He made me a light, It is true I am born to fight, but the battle is already won, By the finished work of Jesus Christ, the risen son. Nothing will stop me now, it's time to take ground.  Armor must be put on properly, and doctrine must be sound.  The enemy will not fight fair and we must keep that in mind.  The dark kingdom will attack. So as we advance forward, let us make sure that God's angels have got our back. We have to be savvy, with eyes on Christ, with eyes on the target. Face forward, no fear, remember the reason we are standing here.  This isn't a game. If we do this the Fathers' way, we will n...

In a world filled with diverse ideologies and beliefs, personal conviction serves as a guiding force that shapes our character, choices, and purpose. As a Christian, I have discovered the remarkable influence of personal conviction in deepening my faith and transforming my life. In this blog post, I invite you to explore the concept of personal conviction from a Christian perspective and discover the transformative power it holds. What is Personal Conviction? Personal conviction can be described as a deeply held belief that guides our thoughts, actions, and decisions. It arises from the core of our being, shaped by our values, experiences, and the principles we hold dear. In the context of Christianity, personal conviction is an unwavering commitment to live out God's truth, aligning our lives with His teachings and commandments. The Source of Conviction: God's Word As Christians, our personal convictions are rooted in the unchanging and timeless Word of God, the Bible. It se...

Last post we talked about  leaving secret societies but we also highlighted how dangerous that is, so this post we're gonna talk about how to be private about your faith.  Now before we start, I'm all for evangelism. You could even say this blog contains evangelistic content. but I also know that many of my readers don't have the privilege of being out and proud about their faith in a very public way.  Hello persecuted church! Firstly know we are praying for you, you are so inspiring to hold on to Jesus in circumstances that would cause most to waiver.  Secondly, please don't feel guilt or shame over having to keep your mouth shut about your faith. We get it here.  Maybe you are struggling with the whole concept of keeping your faith private, today I hope this post can ease some of the pain. What Is a Crystal Ops Christian? A crystal ops Christiaan is a person ascribing to the Christiaan faith but for whatever reason they do so in stealth.  Usually this is ...

Ok, now we have the promised luciferinism posts out of the way Its time to tell my own story.   I have had brushes with luciferinism, and in particular Christo luciferinism , but never considered myself anything other than a Christian universalist. (Check out my post on Christian universalism here)  What I personally have gotten caught up in , in the past is new age /  progressive Christianity. So then, the next few posts will explain all this and how it relates to a certain secret society , and how I got free through the redemptive work of Jesus .  Just so you know, as a side note being born to certain bloodlines does not mean you're condemned for eternity, anyone can turn to Jesus from any walk or bloodline. Yes including satanists. ( I'll get to addressing you soon )  Anyway I guess we should start by saying that I am a student of the occult and I don't think it conflicts with my faith in Jesus at all.   I believe in knowing my enemy and I like to be ab...

While Christo Luciferinism places a strong emphasis on self-empowerment and personal growth, it also promotes a set of seemingly ethical principles to guide followers on their path.  These principles are centered around compassion, empathy, and respect for others, emphasizing the importance of treating fellow beings and the environment with kindness and care.  Which sounds good, until  you look a little deeper under the hood.   It is true that Christo Luciferinism does not condone harm or manipulation for personal gain but encourages practitioners to consider the consequences of their actions on themselves and the world at large. It advocates for the freedom of choice and expression, as long as these do not infringe upon the rights and well-being of others.   However, this is just the surface layer. When it comes down to it, Christo Luciferinism has little to do with Christ, and much more to do with self exploration and worship of self, which is at the core...

 This isn't going to be pretty, but it is going to be authentic.   Firstly, if you have followed me for any length of time, you likely noticed I took away the pretty theme and made my blog  look pretty  amateur , that's because I'm not in love with my blog right now. I needed to strip this blog right back and make it about the writing because that is what is most authentic to me at this point in my life.  See the online world has changed pretty dramatically over the last few years, there is a push to be more professional online  even if all you run is a little hobby blog. I know we were a business' but that's not the case anymore. I intentionally wanted to make the distinction. I now blog out of the goodness of my heart and because its fun, that's it.  I also want my content to be underrated right now because what I have to say in the coming posts definitely isn't for everyone, but if some amazing person finds a nugget in my writing  then th...

 For lack of a better way of putting it, coming out as any denomination other than Christian progressive's, is met with ridicule on all sides these days.  I attend a denominational Church, but I am in fact a Christian Universalist. I'm about to explain it.  It used to be we could say what form of Christianity we follow and people were pretty respectful.  Oh how the world has changed.  Respect is long gone in so many different arenas across the world.  Change is my specialty, but even I have to painfully sigh at some of the changes the world has gone through.  Conventional  wisdom would have me add images and links through out this post, but since when have I ever done anything the conventional way.  Yet my life is on track to where I want it to go. Going against the grain can sometimes be the best  thing we can do, and I'm all for unique and authentic individuals expressing that, but at the core of my being, I still believe the...

Hey guys, I've given this a lot of thought and I know I said in my last post I would likely be back here regularly in September, but to be completely honest I've been working on a top secret month long project and I feel like my focus really should be on that project.  I've never been a huge fan of Halloween, in fact as a teenager I would actively  dress in "normal clothes" on Halloween  because that was my protest.  (I was a goth the rest of the year) With that said, October is a very special month for me and this one more so than most because ten years ago in October I made a life altering decision that I think I'm ready to break my silence on.. For a lack of a better way of putting it, it's time to come out of the broom closet. (It's not what it sounds like you will see) You see I'm pretty set on the direction of this blog, and indeed the direction of all my projects connected to it.  The one thing I have to do before I can pull the trigger and ...

  Potent Poetry This post has been a long time coming, only I didn't know it. I'm a woman of faith, its time to show it. Sure I could do more actions to back words I have preached my whole life, But the truth is, following Jesus shouldn't cut like a knife. I know this is highly odd and out of the blue, but old actions don't make the world new.  A journey that has literally been thorns and stones.  Still at long last, in my heart I am coming home. I choose you Jesus, no words needed you already paid the price.  Even if it costs me my life, right is right.  I need to be rescued from this dark light. This black, red and white pony show must end tonight. I give you all the glory, and all of the praise. I choose to live for you, for all of my days. So then enough dagger and cloak. Fear shut up, this is no time to croak.. Sometimes faith requires reason take the back seat.  See I'm extremely calculated, but still I choose to live on my knees. All for the sake of ...

Ode To The Ex Oh you special little snowflake please!  Do you really think I have time for that? I'm living life in the fast lane, and nothing you say can change the facts! I stand for something, so falling for stupid little schemes is just not part of the deal. You may have had me wrapped around your finger once up on a time, But nothing you say can draw me back to such an empty life, it's a trap! There's a way out, I found it, but it cost me all I had. To turn my back on that would just be super sad. So let's just not shall we? Do your thing, but count me out. I have no need for your secrets, I have enough of my own. I can't be bought, I'm already owned. My boss is hidden in plain sight. I was born to be a light.  I know your petty enough to take my rejection as an invitation to start a war, but you see I'm on the winning side.  So bring it on babe, don't you know I don't scare easily. Don't you dare take that as permission! I know who I am and...

Just... I don't want to write right now, but the boss says I must, So I gotta make this work somehow. I honestly don't feel like I'm even here.  Yet somehow, my heart is full of human things, like doubt, anguish and  fear.  I look flawless, the camera lies.  And with every little secret, part of my soul dies.  I started out so bright.  Living in the light. Trying to do all I can to live right. But the day was a long time ago.  I'm lost, in limbo in the night.  At this point, why even fight? I only hope God really is in the forgiving business.  But after all I've done and seen, how? So when you see me smile and act like all is well. Please know I am living my own personal hell.  I was blinded by the light.  It appeared so pure and beautiful, so sparkling white.  Then the boss introduced me to blue. Can I please change my shoes?  This path is not a good fit.  I feel like I'm drowning, but  breathing, how is this re...

I've made this post skim friendly and if you're like I was too drained to read a long post then here's the bottom line. Conclusion: The Trans trap is taking care of others to the point you're neglecting your own needs.  Emotional blackmail is NEVER acceptable. I know that suicide rates are higher in the trans community, but that doesn't mean you're feeling should be ignored. Don't get so lost in taking care of your trans loved one and all the people this news impacts, that you forget that you matter too. I did that, the results were disastrous. H ere's how to not make my mistake.  To start, I don't care if you are LGBT affirming or not, this isn't about your loved one, this is about you because let's be honest, the help that is out there for the family and friends is severely lacking. I should know, I have a transgender sibling and you know what? That sucks.   (cue the misguided hate from people who clearly haven't read the whole article...