Apostate.
Now here comes the most tragic story,
I knew the one shining in glory.
I've felt the warmth of love like no other.
I remember the day I got pulled from the gutter.
I stood up, with the help of my Lord.
But let's be real, then I got broken, then I got board.
I thought, rapture was imminent years ago.
Thirty years later and I'm still waiting for the start of the show!
Money answers all things,
But, each time I lead a sheep a stray my soul stings!
I understand how Judas must have felt,
and now I'm awaiting a burning punishment for pain that I've dealt.
But mercy is everlasting and I'm still here.
Maybe grace really is a licence to sin, maybe I'm fine.
So, go on then dark one, for a billion bucks more I will take a sip of your wine.
And yet..
Despite all that has been going on,
If I'm feeling this convicted, can I really be too far gone?
Copyright Hayley Esther 19.08.2019
